Question

Should I kill myself?

what the fuck for?
so you are a difficult person to get a long with.
that doesn't mean you are a bad person.
suicide should be regulated to those who deserve to die...such as the terminally ill, and hollywood.
...do you fit into either of those categories...?
i didn't think so. move along...nothing to see here...show's over folks.

I don't know.

an interesting question was once posed by a friend to me one day.

"Who's morals should we use today?"


"Should" sounds like judgement word, wieghing and scaling.

Persona judgement would seem to dictate which ideas and memories carries more wieght.

I often think that thought. But what seems to tip the scale is people I know, and the "ifs" and "whys" that would probably linger with them.

Hexfix93 wrote:

Should I kill myself?

What's it matter what anyone says?

It's not like you actually listen to what people say when you're fishing for compliments by making these "reaching out for help" threads.

Personally I think you need to get laid and eat a cheeseburger.

Don't be silly.

Because a couple of guys said shit about you, you wanna kill yourself? How come you've made it to 35 years if you're so susceptbible to 'haters'?

Honestly Bryan, just get it together man.

Nah. No reason to snuff yourself, far as I see. There never really is a reason, unless your parents named you Kurt Cobain. The only prescription for that is a .50 caliber asprin.

I understand that this particular trade is rather gloomy, what with such inspiringly optimistic titles from you such as 'Murder the World' and 'Futile Nazi Bastard', but come now. You're a Rock Star. Sure, there's no bathtub full of Jhonen Vasquez quoting barely-legal groupies with no gag reflex that you've had a chance to bathe in daily, but keep at it. You'll get your sluts, your money, and your piece of mind.

Besides, if we didn't like you, would we really have a second message board?

make that a primary message board....he's fucking done it again.
byebye forum....again.

Once again I was wrong about my fans..
No one See's things the way I do.
I hate meat, and I hate the human race.

I think letting my fans in on my life
is what killed my sales. Thanks A lot.

If I would have known you guys were
going to fuck me over I would have never
let you in on my life.

I dont even feel liek a new lp anymore.

Its not like anyones gonna buy it anyway

WE fucked you over?

What fucking planet do you live on?

YOU are doing all the fucking over here mate. Your sales died because you're a self-centred insecure snobbish prick, not because your fans are not mindless clones of you.

You don't appreciate your fans, do you? We spend money on your releases, proudly wear your shirts, try and convert others, spread the word, and this is what we get? Fuck you.

Get this; WE don't owe YOU ANYTHING. We've done our fair share - done our best to track your cds down, show you love on the forum, offer some encouragement when you've had a shitty day. Not bad, eh? Especially considering since more than 90% of your fans have never seen you live (and probably never will.)

You're taking us for granted? Very dumb move. Goodbye Bryan, if I can't even be appreciated for purchasing your products and supporting your forum then I don't see why I should consider myself a fan - I'm definitely not being treated like one.

"Once again I was wrong about my fans..
No one See's things the way I do.
I hate meat, and I hate the human race.

I think letting my fans in on my life
is what killed my sales. Thanks A lot.

If I would have known you guys were
going to fuck me over I would have never
let you in on my life.

I dont even feel liek a new lp anymore.

Its not like anyones gonna buy it anyway"



I dunno. sounds like a couple of blanket statement in there to me.


I enjoyed the other board while it lasted. I have found little in life that involves other people aside from myself to be 100% stable and free of conflict.


Making money from artistic endevours is a bitch, not many can say they've pulled it off.


seems like those that do well in mass media are really good at image control, seems like superstars are the dieties of the u.s. take a look at elvis, at marilyn monroe- those people are dead, yet their likeneses still kick around; it is an institution. both had died out in a really shitty state.

hmmm.. read the statements again....

correct me if i'm wrong, but what i am reading into it is


i was mistaken
no one else has my perceptions
(unrelated statement), i like no human

informing people of who i am stopped me from being who i want to be. sarcasm.

i placed trust in the wrong set of people, and those people turned on me

now i'm unmotivated.

i question the sucess of my future.



-i rather like blaming most of my difficulties on myself; least of all i can have the illusion of being able to fix them.

Looks like the tables have turned?

Bryan I love you, but your a dick...

Seriously.